Saturday, June 30, 2012
Friday, June 29, 2012
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
51 - 25.06.2012
I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
(Radiohead, "Creep")
Monday, June 25, 2012
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Friday, June 22, 2012
Thursday, June 21, 2012
46 - 20.06.2012
I think she was completely right - I'm demonic...
And everything inside of me is from the Dark Side.
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
45 - 19.06.2012
It's different than last month. No tears, strong emotions, despair... Just emptiness.
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
44 - 18.06.2012
There isn't anything important to wait anymore. There isn't anything to do, what can be REALLY meaningfull and valid for me... I'm not sure if I have still any dreams... But I HAVE TO live because I'm too affraid of death...
Sunday, June 17, 2012
42 - 16.06.2012
I must stop feel, what I have no right to feel! I know that I'm destroying myself this way...
Friday, June 15, 2012
41 - 15.06.2012
I'm stuck in my life. I'm tired of everything! And I have no idea where to go now.......
I want to be somebody else, somewhere else, in a different time and place. Just get out of here!!!!!! Now!!!!
Thursday, June 14, 2012
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Monday, June 11, 2012
36 - 10.06.2012
So many things to do, so many people to meet... I'm tired, but there is almost no time for feeling, thinking, missing her. It's good...
Sunday, June 10, 2012
35 - 09.06.2012
Sth like a confession. Is it better now? Maybe a bit... But I need understanding and forgiveness not from this preson...
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Friday, June 8, 2012
33 - 07.06.2012
There is so much darkness inside of me. I can't stand it... So I desperately need colors at least outside. I don't feel well in black clothes anymore. Is it a kind of transformation or I just try to escape from myself?
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
32 - 06.06.2012
"Don’t do unto others what you would not have done unto you"
... yeah... So, now I hate myself, I despise myself, I will never ever be so f*ckin' jerk again! I'm an idiot!!!!
31 - 05.06.2012
Go shopping, end sth unfinished, learn a new skill... Don't think too much, don't feel to strong, pretend that you don't miss anymore and fight with yourself to not do stupid things (but it's so hard...)!
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
30 - 04.06.2012
Don't trust anyone, don't become attached to anyone. It will hurt sooner or later.
Hurray! I forgot about this simple true AGAIN... When I'll really learn it?!
Sunday, June 3, 2012
28 - 02.06.2012
It was about a month ago... So many things had happened since then, I had so many new, fascinating experiences... But I'm still completely lost. I don't know what can I do now, where to go and how to be calm again... how to forget and REALLY back to life...?
Saturday, June 2, 2012
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