240 - 31.12.2012

I'm happy that this year is ending... but I can't believe that next one will bring something good...

239 - 30.12.2012

238 - 29.12.2012

237 - 28.12.2012

4 months... This is life and miracles don't exist. So why I found a little hope inside of me today?! I'm so stupid! What I'm waiting for?!

236 - 27.12.2012

235 - 26.12.2012

Is love the most important thing?... I would like to forget that love exist. Just stop feel anything right now , stop suffer!

234 - 25.12.2012

233 - 24.12.2012

I don't like Christmas. Loneliness is much more worse at this time.
And the end of the year is so near so all bad memories are coming back to me now.

232 - 23.12.2012

And again - one word brings all suffer back to me... when will it stop?!

230-231 - 21-22.12.2012

Blackout X_X

229 - 20.12.2012

...and remember - when you are sure that it can't be worse, life will show you that it can... where is the Apocalypse?!... I'm waiting!

228 - 19.12.2012

227 - 18.12.2012

226 - 17.12.2012

I know that losing hope is good in this case. But what other will stay in me now?...

225 - 16.12.2012

To sleep away all my f@#kin' life? Why not?

224 - 15.12.2012

223 - 14.12.2012

222 - 13.12.2012

Thankfully, there is an Apocalypse next Friday :-)

221 - 12.12.2012

220 - 11.12.2012

219 - 10.12.2012

218 - 09.12.2012

217 - 08.12.2012

I hate myself for being so weak, emotional and helpless!

216 - 07.12.2012

When I will stop miss her so much?! Will I be ever able to love somebody else? Will I find somebody who will love me?...

215 - 06.12.2012

It isn't the easy fight....

214 - 05.12.2012

TIRED. go-to-sleep. NOW T_T

213 - 04.12.2012

212 - 03.12.2012

211 - 02.12.2012

Too much work, too many worries, too much loneliness. Be strong and don't give up, be strong, etc.

210 - 01.12.2012

I don't want winter... I don't want to freeze...

209 - 30.11.2012