It was a moment when everything in my body hurt, I wasn't able to really wake up, to get up from the bed... I didn't see any sense to do it anymore again. And then a simple gesture, a few words supporting my case from somebody who really doesn't have to do it gave me a new strenght. So I stood up straight and I started to work again, even if I'm sure that there is no chance to win...
And I'm learning sth new about my past and current feelings everyday. It's sometimes hard to face with the truth but it helps me so much. Another shot of energy which helps me survive... even if my love is an another thing in my life with no way out or chance for any "happy ending" (or happy whatever)...
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